This is not-so-ok

This is a damn long emo post. Read at your own risk. Don't blame me if you suffer from any emo syndrome after reading it

Uh I feel kinda annoying with that grease lightning song which my sister is blasting now. Lightning Lightning Lightning. Okay I know, lightning always hit on our house and cause the main switchoff by itself.

This is not my day.Not only today bassically these few days. Blame the aunty who brings me red bean soup!(PMS) that cause me so gloomy at times. I've been showing a saturnine expression for the past few days. Thankgod I still have my sisters (not my biological sister) around to accompany me. We can talk for hours, at least 4 hours chat. A yes for Yen and Esther. We are leaving the boys behind for a sisterhood candle light dinner at Cafe Cafe. Let's dress to the nines. Shamelessly to admit that it's a joy for me to hunt for dress and wearing it up while admire myself in front of the mirror.

Today wasn't a pleasant day for me. Firstly I end up wearing my denim leggings the other way round and luckily I managed to realise before I come out from the car. I end up driving a little further from the school gate and parked there so that no one notice me that I'm changing in the car. It takes courage to do so wei. I look as if I was trying to commit a crime by looking left, right, front and back hoping I can kidnap a cute child and sell her/him away to a rich tai tai who wanted a child so badly. I can earn that big sum of money and get lots of Channel,gucci, and LV bags. WTF

Well when I was about to take out my leggings and I saw this cute chinese guy and his gf walking towards. I was so kan cheong(nervous) and I wore back the denim leggings that I've took out half way. ( stop imaging things you pervert)Finally I managed to wear it back the correct way during the second attempt. I hope no one saw what I did. -_-!!!

On the way back from school was another incident. I was out from the school gate and I saw the 2 guys in a bike coming towards me. The first thing came to my mind was shit I dowan to get knock down by their helmet.I've been hearing too many cases that the snatch thief will knock your head with a helmet before or after they snatch your belongings. So the next thing I did was run back to the gate and trying to open the small door which I had lashed after I came out from the small door. Heart was beating incredibly fast and I wasn't sucessful to open it. I look at them and they slowed down and make fun of me and meow-ing at me.So moronic. Luckily there were people inside the school and I guess they din't dare to do anything especially when you stare at them. Letting them know that you are aware. Instict is telling me that they are the same person who robbed me 2 months ago.

It is so mentally torture when the not-so-fortunate incident keep repeating in your mind. Frankly speaking my hearts beats really fast whenever I see motocyclist coming towards my direction especially 2 malay guys in a bike.I'm not being stereotype but it is true. This kind of crimes are mostly done by Mat rempits.

And 2 hours ago I was chatting with someone and the stupid msn is not working during the crucial part. Urgh......speechless

What can I say anymore?

I need beer and peanuts, but I don't have any beer at home. I guess I will get some wine so I won't end up like Amy Winehouse. What hell am I crapping here.

Hoping I will be better by tomorrow.

Omg grease lightning again.

Signing off,

Ann Kee